woots...

it was really surprising tat i will update my blog...

hahaha...

it has reali been a long time since the last update...

this is due to too lazy and also busy... :D

but today just feel like typing smtg and here comes the new post....

hehe...

just now i saw smtg tat is quite interesting at at sis com...

so just wan to share wif u guys... =))

TWO PERSON

After some time, I always wonder, will there be such a day where we bump into each other and were just strangers, greeting each other with just a shy nod? Or will there be such a day where the names pop up from MSN yet we never chat with each other anymore, and that the name remains untouched in that same category, till the day I decided to delete coz we never chat anymore? Or that we could gather together, sitting on the same table, yet it could be the worst thing ever hoping the time would past faster coz of the awkward silence between us? If such situations do happen, how would it feel like? How will it be like, thinking back of the memories that we once shared meant nothing at all in those situations? How will it feel like that we were once so closed together with all the laughter but then acting like strangers in those situations? Will there still be pain? With or without you?

Isn’t it a bit funny, un-logical, that two people could appear so close when they met each other yet beneath; they know nothing about each other? One will never know what the other have in mind. One will never know who the other really is. They may appear close, chatting happily, laughing and enjoying their moments, spending lots of time together, but then, they don’t really know each other well. There’s always insecurity in between. Shaky; Uncertainty; Doubt. Is there such a thing?

On the other hand, isn’t it amazing that two people, doesn’t appear close, silence in between, yet they knew each other very well enough as if they’re part of each other. Silence that bonds the friendship. They don’t need never-ending topics, they don’t need to hang out often, yet they knew what is in the other’s mind. In just one click, one knows what the other meant. You always know what the other is thinking. You know who they really are. Trust. Believe. Without doubt. Laughter only makes it memorable, tears makes it stronger. Memory fades.

Time allows you to know the other person. Time allows silence to be part of each other, bonding not parting. Changes in life never harm friendships. It depends on how well you know each other, how much effort you are willing to put in that relationship, how much you would believe the other one, how much ups and downs shared, and how precious they are to you. There are always two 50% people that make up a 100%; and not a 100% person that makes up 100%. It takes both sides to make things work. It’s the distance between two hearts that brings them apart. 10 years of friendship really mean something. And may rest remain counting, before they end.

“Do you believe in him?” “I don’t know. Well, I don’t think he will do so.”

“Do you think he would do so?” “No, he won’t. He’s not that kind of person.”

That’s the difference.

“Why are you laughing? You know what she meant merh?”

“She doesn’t have to further explain. I knew what you did. This is so you.” followed by a smile.

Ever since you left, I don’t really know who you are anymore. Although we do chat, although we still joke, yet I don’t know what is in your mind. I don’t know behind all these smiles, who are you? Will it forever be just the positive side shared, hiding the negative side? Isn’t it a little bit too good to be true? What if one day, I decided to stop being initiative? What if one day I decided to just stop everything? What if one day, I decided to put you aside, and never look back? Will those situations happen one day? The air or the breeze? The choice was never mine to make.